h_ateyou

Turn The Page

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 07:41:48 GMT

On a long and lonesome highway, east of Omaha
You can listen to the engine's
moanin' out it's one old song
You can think about the woman or the girl
You knew the night before

But your thoughts will soon be wandering
The way they always do
When you're ridin' sixteen hours
And there's nothin' much to do
And you don't feel much like ridin'
You just wish the trip was through

Here I am, On the road again
There I am, Up on the stage
There I go, Playin' star again
There I go, Turn the page

So you walk into this restaurant
Strung out from the road
And you feel the eyes upon you
As you're shakin' off the cold
You pretend it doesn't bother you
But you just want to explode

Yeah, most times you can't hear 'em talk
But other times you can
All the same old cliché's:
"Is it woman? Is it man?"
And you always seem outnumbered
You don't dare make a stand
Make your stand

Here I am, On the road again
There I am, Up on the stage
Here I go, Playn' star again
There I go, Turn the page

Whoa-oh
Out there in the spotlight, you're a million miles away
Every ounce of energy, you try and give away
As the sweat pours out your body, like the music that you play

Later in the evenin' as you lie awake in bed
With the echoes of the amplifiers ringin' in your head
You smoke the day's last cigarette
Rememberin' what she said
What she said

Yeah
Here I am, on the road again
There I am, up on the stage
Here I go, playn' star again
There I go, turn the page
And there I go, turn that page
There I go, yeah
Here I go, yeah
There I go, there I go
(And I'm gone)

Looking back i really enjoy reading my old posts.
[Journal moved to: X] For anyone who cares...

Blahh V2

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 01:42:26 GMT

yep, nothing much as usual.
Just filming a few projects, organising some stuff for the weekend.
Started doing gym, which is fun.
anyways, i got nothing alse.
laters.

:[

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:22:57 GMT

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
It couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

dam :[

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 12:09:52 GMT

Just when you think you have a chance, fate tells you to fuck off again.
Just great.

Blahh

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 11:51:04 GMT

So not to much has been going down in the Gardiner life.
I got back into tafe this week and got back into writing this script on the side.
I also just finnished updating gA which took 2 hours.
I really need to find a better way to update :P
Found some stuff out not to long ago and im kicking myself because of it.
If only i moved in quicker. Oh well.

Apart from that, looking forward to what February brings.
With some gig's coming up soonish im sorta looking around the house for things to sell.

-Korn, with guests Hatebreed and Disturbed. \m/
-Static X and ill nino \m/
and this other day of metal bands like Japunga, Against and Bejing Tank.
Wonder if i will have the money?

Also at the stage of getting some more short film idea's together, including one i need to do for tafe.
We have also filmed about 30 minutes of the new Chillax movie whatever it will be called and im looking forward to another premier :]
Still pissed about my job and not working there, i really enjoyed the place because of everyone being so layed back and cool, hopefully i can pick up another like that to fund my gig list :]
Another that sucks was all the hot chicks that worked there, they pwned.
Well i guess that is about it for now, Best be off guys. But don't be strangers!
Laters,
hATE.

FFS

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 07:44:54 GMT

There is nothing worse in this world then unknown frustration.
At the moment im really pissed off and i do not know why, FUCK.
Maybe ill drink some piss.

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 12:02:26 GMT

Another day, another 120 Dollers.
Bling Bling motherfuckers!

Horra

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 05:00:30 GMT

So i finally finnished my job at KFC and boom, i already have a new one in the city.
The job consists me of cleaning and collecting beer glasses for this pub and cleaning them to be used again. Such a simple job and at 15.45 Dollers an hour im over the moon.

In other news, not long till gA is back up, and ive made a few suprises for the fans.
Further more, now that i am working i will be having a better money flow and be able to afford props and shit for some up coming skits.
Stay tunes for.
"Log's Childcare"
"The Ray Show"
"hATE's Extream Skateboard Tricks"

Along with other suprises and video's.
Stay tuned this December, it is going to be a big one :P,
hATE.

P.S: I finally submitted your dare video Bastard. [Just found where it was :D]

Nulless

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 12:55:08 GMT

What a great weekend for me.
Basicly work and it is comming to the final week.
I can not wait and am a bit worryed at the same time.
I hope i do well, i have always tryed my best.

Today was a day of intense filming of a short called "The Egg Quest", as i type this LJ update it is all shot and chopped ready for ChillaX 2 and gA.
In a downer gA is down. "SadFace". Because of to much traffic towards the "Dolmio Adverts" My site comes up 3rd down on google.
But because of the bandwidth loss it has changed. [Still ponders if i should take it down in December.]
Also i will be using this down-time to re-do gA into version 2.
But not untill i get my work done first :P

In further news, far-well KFC. As i have left as of Thursday this week.
And boy oh boy, do i not regret it. Weekends of GOON here i come.

Thats about it for now, stay tuned,
hATE.

nameless

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 10:24:21 GMT

I hope it is worth it.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 01:49:36 GMT

Hello everyone, just a quick update.
This weekend has been quite good.
Not only have i had the two days off from work, but i had my birthday as well.
The funny thing is that i was supposed to go into to tafe last night [Sunday] for a 2 hour shift.
Fuck that!
So i did a sicky and they must of got fucked over because as i was sleeping the manager rang and didnt sound happy.
LAWL.
The weekend was great the whole random crew united and we did shit all, and a bit of pool.
Then Sunday i went to MovieWorld and that lethel Wepond ride kicked my ass, thrice.

In closing this weekend was coolness.
hATE.

Hurry for happy the clown.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 04:47:39 GMT

Cool stuff to look at.

Are you happy?

Demon Hunter :d

Have a great halloween fuckers.
hATE.

Thomas the skank engine

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 05:41:13 GMT

Not to much happened today.
Just an arsonal of school work, soon ill be off to my other work.
I did get a bit of time to submit some videos for both MMK and get-aBUSIVE.
Hopefully the MMK one will be up tommorow for a special day.

[Thats about it i guess]

Man i can not wait till the weekend.

hATE.

The others

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 03:31:26 GMT

Well things are keeping up.

The weekend was fine, apart from the negitive sleep i have had.
I have been trying to keep to myself, sometimes i get bored.
Those Lollies do taste like shit, but effective.

I must focus.
Get things done.

[Further more: Did some filming this weekend, came up with some awsome ideas.]
[Now all we need to do is get them to work :P]
[The Televison smash was fucking riduculars, imagin driving home through your bushy suburb]
[Then glance over to see 3 guys, 2 with baseball bats, 1 with his pants down. Other with camera]
[Hitting this shit out of a televison..., i would shit myself laughing..., but thats me]

[Brisbane is a shit town]

{Time to fuck off; Enjoy}
hATE.

Post!

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 13:24:03 GMT

I was on here a little bit, thort i would make a post.

POST.

hATE.

Null.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 13:52:51 GMT

Tonight has been quite for me, all my friends are busy with others or working tommorrow.
So im camping it out at home, getting ready for the weekend.

g0t pro hackzor? neg.

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 15:54:53 GMT

Busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy.

But still abusive. [http://www.get-abusive.com]

Someone buy me a new keyboard!11
lATE.
aka, hATE.

Changes.

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 15:01:58 GMT

I can feel changes inside myself and im unsure if there good or not.
These changes are in the way i see people, my sense of humor and my maturity.
Maybe it's the sleepless nights talking, but im not so sure.

NIN

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 08:50:08 GMT

Well the NIN concert was awsome, my whole weekend has been awsome and busy!
Not only did i get to see such a great concert, but i got my ticket signed by everyone except Trent :[

Anyway also got to meet a MMK member, nokriste as he went to the concert to.

Overall I had an awsome time and Twiggy when off.
hATE.

Tommorow.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 12:10:18 GMT

Well the Nine Inch Nail: With_Teeth tour is on tommorow, its going to be so awsome.
I can't wait.
Not alot happened yesterday, i went out with some mates, fucked my door.
Thats about it.
Well thats that for now.
Metros are queer.
Laters, hATE.

Rejoice.

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 03:41:40 GMT

Well i must say ive been feeling better, i must admit i had a slight panic attack and then some shitty depression the last days.
And im unsure what brought it on. All i know is ive been thinking about things and im starting to understand the big picture.
I apologise for the music lyric's i posted, it was what i was feeling like.
That and with the concert comming up.
With that said im looking forward to the weekend, got some pretty tight shit happening, party's and the NIN gig.
Also got to get busy with some dare's for MMK. They look like alot of fun.
Had an awsome dream about winning 500,000 dollers last night, maybe a peek of the future.
I won it on a pokie, LMFAO!!.
Well im off, to TAFE.
Have a good one chaps.
hATE.

Everyday is exactly the same..

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 10:13:51 GMT

I believe I can see the future
As I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now i never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around again

Oh, no

[Chorus]
Everyday is exactly the same
Everyday is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain

I can feel there eyes are watching
In case I loose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

[Chorus]

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I am still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know- I don't know what else I can do!

[Chorus]

Arab Aliens

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 01:47:07 GMT

Meh, thort i would chuck out another entry.
Candy for the masses.
A life consisting of work, work and work. But it's been fun.
Hopefully my luck will change.
Luck is bullshit.
The ekka this week, wonder if i can afford it?
not to sure these days.
Steele's off to sydney, i wish him the best.
Till next time, laters.
hATE.

Your Head Has Poo All Over It, Poo Poo!

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 13:27:31 GMT

Fuck, today was stupid.
Apart from taking it easy and not doing nothing, i decided to go to the city with old mate cory.
Now cory is a really funny driver, today we nilly got into a accident AGAIN.
So here i am going, wow. Another pointless day completed.
Fuck hair clips.
hATE.

Oh yeah another thing, whats with these options at the bottom, i don't think anyone cares what song im listening to or what mood im in. Fuck no one reads this shit anyway. POINTLESS MATE!
Fuck.

Ninji Cowboys

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 15:35:02 GMT

Thort i would treat everyone a post from good old hATE.
Not alots been going down, hence the whole no post crap.
I must admit i got rather drunk on friday, so drunk that i missed a friend's birthday.
Oh well, same time next year i suppose.
Keep away from the goon kiddys, its a killer.
hATE